Again… we quarrel.. And the problem is, me myself again I think. Well, me and me again, just because of small little thing. I just couldn’t hold on my emotion, being righteous (is what he said), being so stubborn, and so on and so on. I couldn’t control myself or is it because I DON’T want? I have choice, and why do I choose not to control my f*cking stupid emotion? I love him, but why each word each action I take, hurt him? Do I actually consider what he feels? Am I that selfish? Do my mind actually work? Or is it working too hard and close what’s actually in my heart? I got a lot of the WHY questions in my mind. I don’t know the answers either. Guess I need some time to think about, look back at myself and find friends to talk to.I feel like we are getting further and further from each other. Maybe because of the routine we have? Busy busy busy. After college, now internship, and the training left 2 more weeks to go. We are really in a ‘crisis’ time now.

Self talk:
Will the 2 years relationship gone? Well, Kat, it’s all back to you, yourself. Whether you wanna ‘rebrand’ or ‘revise’ yourself or stay the same old Kat. The little step that you will make, do give a big change in your life. Think about it before you go to sleep.