Life won’t be the same for the next 2 months. My boy has temporarily move out to his friend’s place. It’s time for me to acknowledege myself, what’s wrong with me, what my life will be without him accompany me 24 hours, and so on. You won’t know what you have until you lose it. Yeah, this quote is so damn true. Why are we as a human being tend to be like that? Sigh.. Should’ve apreciate things around me much much more.Am so lonely… Life won’t be the same anymore. No one accompany me to 95% – tomorrow have to go KL by bus by myself, no one accompany me to go eat, no one need me to wake him up, no one to ask to go sleep earlier, no one to chat freely and get quarrel, no one to take care of and being take care in return and so on and so on. Am just being ‘single’ again, in terms of living alone, be independent. I miss you. I know what I’ve done to you. I will work hard to ‘revise’ myself and we will have those sweet time together again. Understanding each other. Supporting each other. We complete each other (just like what Gan said).
Self talk:
Small little girl, you can do it, you are strong enough to be independent and handle all the thing around you. Show to the world, who Kathie is. An independent, strong girl and not dependent, selfish, stubborn girl. You have much more good side to show and share to your friends and beloved one.