Yuhu~! I’m in for the internship at O&M. Finally this unconfirmed situation is over already. I will start on next monday as what they wish. God must have his own plan for me, put me in this uncertain situation, then after struggling for few days I got the intern while the 2 of my friends not, and I will start on next week not tomorrow or within this few days. It makes me got time to settle and finish my 95% work. What a great plan it is.This morning I email them to ask for confirmation and she asked me to wait for her news as she will asked her Senior Graphic Designer first. I was more into design she said. Then my friend email them, and get rejected. So, I asked my other friend to ask for confirmation too, and she was rejected too as they said they didn’t want to accept any intern right now. Damn! I was so panic and worried at that time. They didn’t want to accept intern right now? Then means I won’t be accepted too is it? Gosh.. All I can do is just desperately waiting for their reply while searching for flash tutorial online. I kept looked at the time and checked my email, nothing there. I called back in the afternoon. Still asked me to wait. Am desperately waiting for the news and scratching my head to understand the basic of flash. If I don’t get my intern there, I will probably have it at my college. No please~!!

Around 4pm, I email them again. Waiting for few minutes, still no reply, I thought there is no hope anymore. Then, I checked again and here it is – good news for me. Am in~! Wuhu~! Ok, I know, it’s just an internship and not like get a real job. But hey, it’s a great moment great thing to share and celebrate. I’ve been waiting for almost a week, being put in an uncertain situation, hopeless time, and now those tough time has over. How great it is. Well, another tougher time will come soon, am alone in the company, really really need balls to survive there.

One thing has been solved, now let’s concentrate on my 95% work. I am desperately learning flash, it’s quite easy but quite confusing also. Sigh.. Then my CTC and ads. Aiks… Time to pamper myself now. Watch AQMFS thru youtube first then only cont work hard on those thing. Thanks so much Rachel for your comforting words.

Self talk:
Kat, kat, relax. There are always possibilities. Don’t give up~! U will get the result later after working hard and you will be satisfied with it. Just like after you finish create something with clay. Satisfaction towards urself.