It’s sunday morning~! Three and half hour later will be the rehearsal for tomorrow and the next presentation. Am still not ready with it yet, neither my work or myself. My eyes still pain, not enough sleep. I’m the only one among the nine of us that haven’t even confirm the idea yet. Damn it! Why is this happen to me? Why I’m like that? I’m like in a maze where I know there is a way out and my intention is to go there. But I’m still can’t find the right way out. Am stuck and trap in the maze that I make myself.While one of my trainer kept saying that I can do it, since I was lack of time already but I still manage to come out with an ambient ad for Faber Castell Tack It. Now I need that Kathie to come out with such ideas. But where is she? *desperate* Why I can’t come out with an idea that can work (not to say good) for my CTC? I feel so useless, it’s my champion and I can’t figure the way out to do that. Arghh~!! And when I’m stress, I will cry and bang and throw everything around me. Of course, I’m not gonna throw glass or my phone, all those expensive and easily break stuff. =P I just need something to release my stress, my anger towards myself. Sooner or later I’m gonna get ‘siao‘ I think. Sigh.. I just can’t relax or maybe am enjoying when am stress?

Few more days to go, friday is the graduation day. What to wear? haihz.. I need a holiday, away from all this thing, but am having internship in an ad agency, have to face ads everyday and hear ppl talk about them. Sigh.. I wanna have my relaxing weekend back, my pakto time. Hehe.. A very gud luck for me~!