Gado-gado entry
Yeah, I just happily choose to dig my own ‘grave’ today. There is no regret, no fear, no worry. It is an act of a long time burden and now burst out. It’s a matter of time and choice. I will be responsible with it though.Anyway, it’s a relief when I manage to go thru the journey until the finish line together with the team. If I were to recall back to 4 weeks ago when I received the sms, I was so enthusiast and without second thought I pressed the reply button and said yes, I’m in! Only then I knew I have to deal with the product that I hate, coffee! What the heck?
Alrite, so I went thru it and there was a time when my mind and body wanted to quit. Here came the thought of “what was I doing? Why I did it? I just looked for trouble for myself!” My responsible side was fighting with that thought. The last two weeks was kinda hectic with my mind playing so many things. I don’t know what drives me to walk the path along with the rest. I just walk, happily. Whenever I was around with them, I felt the energy to walk together. This is weird, for me, how the energy around me can affect me. Yeah it’s true that we will gain sth when we give sth.
This week ain’t an easy week. Really. I have been told that I should do this and this bla bla bla. I should speak, I should bring pen on that occasion, I should mix with people, and so on. How I hate to be lectured about what I should do. I mean, I know myself well. I know what I should do. So, instead of pointing out what I should do, why not asking me why I don’t do what I should do? Find out what is the problem behind it, what is the obstacle instead of telling me that I should be like this and that. That’s not gonna help. Because I know what I should do but I don’t do it, so there must be something wrong behind it.
I’m gonna pamper myself this weekend and have enough sleep. This is March already and Max will off to NewZealand next week. Let’s go out for a tea session!
Kathie… when is Max leaving to NZ? or has he left the country?? heuheuhe!!!
He said he will leave on 15March, this week. Thought wanna limteh before he leaves, but he can’t make it last weekend, so yeah… no choice. hehe..
HEYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOL…Gosh! How long has it been that we all havent met?? I feel so disconnected w u guys la.Plus it’s been so long I’ve heard from u guys on my blog and I have nbot been to ur blogs for so long too..ishh..this work is driving me to the wall man! But well I’m Lovin it!
Neways Yea I just gotto know bout max’s departure. But it seems not today la dear..it’s in 6 days time which is 21st! Ehhh we must buggg him to go yam cha or dinner w us first!!
Rach,
Eh no la, that 6th day fall on today 15th. His post was on 9March. And we did yamcha (a sudden one) last few days ago n he confirmed will leave this country on 15th for 3 months then only decide what’s next.
WHAT???!!! AIYA….Means we missed him already..SIGH…and why didnt he tell us earlier. Sumore I’m his buddy..sigh…=(
Oh well.I wonder if he is gonna come back. Hope he will come back aft 3 months though.
Plus! I didnt notice the date of that last post on his blog la..The date 15 march was so big I only concentrated on that date..sigh didnt notice that the post was actually dated 9th March. I just went over to his blog and noticed it. sighhhhh….
Rach,
Calm down girl.. You don’t know doesn’t mean you’re a lousy buddy. We sure got the chance to meet him later. Max is using tourist visa so dun worry. Buzz him when he come back here 3 mths later. Hehe..
cheeeeehhh~~3 months??? ohaha!