Bloody sial~! It’s been a while I never had such a big incident that hurt myself physically since I was in school. Today is the day that I won’t forget for the whole of my life.My superstitious side tell me that there must be something behind it. This is the 2nd time after getting in the boar year, I get money in and not long after that out for stupid reason.

The first one is because I accidentally step on my specs. The lenses broke and I have to change them with a new one. The deposit from my ex-house owner gone for this. Sigh.. I never put my specs on the floor until that day. Why oh why?

The second one, which is today, my boy told me to have dinner first for he will come back late. I’m so lazy to eat outside and in the mood to cook pasta myself. The chicken is ready, and so is the pasta. I pour some of it to the plate and put the saucepan at the side of the sink there. No balance, I think, it fell down and I accidentally tersiram hot boil water! My left leg from the knee until toe kena like siao. I was so shock and directly swept the water from my leg. What a stupid action that bring to fatal result. As I brushed my hand on it, the skin peel off and so does my leg’s hair. OMG~! That’s horrible to see your skin and your leg’s hair off like that.

What came to my mind is to apply toothpaste ASAP! It was so damn hot and pain. I was burning. I called my boy and he asked me to wash it under the cold water. So I did it and it feel better, the right leg has no problem but the left one is quite fatal. I apply the toothpaste again, hoping it will get better while online research on what is the first aid. And I found out that it was not advised to apply toothpaste on it for it will be hard to clean it later on. Better go to doctor for the aid. Dammit!

I called my boy to come back ASAP for I can’t hold on it anymore. It’s bloody pain. 100x more pain than when I kena the motorbike one. Tears came out and I kept biting my towel. Just can’t sit there quietly. Some more I can’t tahan with pain apalagi have to see the leg like that. My heart just can’t take that. And I’m very afraid it will get fatal.

Later on the fucking house mate knocked the door and asked me to clean the kitchen floor cos the water is everywhere. Fuck with him. Not that I don’t want to clean it but my leg is damn more important than the floor ok? Dammit. My limit to him is enough. I hate him so so much! OMG! I know this is not good. Let me settle with him later on so I can clear this feeling.

Meanwhile, My boy is a real superman. Muahaha. Run here run there and thanks God the clinic not yet closed. The doctor clean the toothpaste first (it was so damn pain. Arghhh~!) then only apply the cream on my leg.

After the doctor applied the cream on the burning area..
It looks so horrible with gelembung that is so watery. It’s like all the skin can be peel off so easily. Mengerikan.. Hatiku lemes..

And so the money gone again. Yesterday just get an extra. I’m just wondering why when money come not long after that it will go for something so accidentally one, so sial one. What had I done that make all this happen? Karma is running? Oh yeah.. Sigh..

This weekend I’m gonna be at home till the leg is getting better and I can walk normally. Have to postpone my plan to go college to take my result and look for year leader + program leader to sign the form.

Be at home means have to spend the time to learn Autocad. Be at home alone means I will be lazy to go out eat, and I still trauma with cooking and hot. How I wish there is a tablet or a small powerful cookies that can make me full without need to have a full meal. It’s best served especially when I’m sleepy and hungry at the same time. I’m getting lazy. Oh no..

Oh ya, have I mentioned that my boy is a ‘superman’? Gosh.. If not because of him, I don’t know how and what I’m gonna be today. Three years, he has been my superhero. Where else can I find this kind of man? Sungguh, sudah langka di jaman sekarang ini. Thank God for sending him to me. Really.