The Sims

If I see my life like The Sims game, I’m in the stage of frustration and dead bored. My social life’s bar drop down to almost zero. I don’t even have an internet to chat with ppl. (Well, I can connect to an unprotected wireless connection at night, hehe, but have to prepare anytime it will be off) Duh! And I quarrel with him alot this days. Every words turn to quarrel. Wtf?!? Sigh.. What’s wrong with me? Like in The Sims game, I will need to make new friends or built and maintain the relationship that I have now if not it will drop down.

As if it’s not enough, I don’t know how to have fun and feel it now. I read my newly bought chiclit but I feel something is missing. It’s too quiet, like no life surround me. I turn my music on from my laptop. I still feel so damn lonely. I insert The Sims CD and play it but I don’t feel the fun. I click on the webpage that I saved and learn AutoCad but still something isn’t on. I wanna go out, out from my room and the house. But when I walk on my own in the shopping centre, I feel so empty.

Oh my.. Is this the result of someone spend most of the time at home with no job, no study, no housework, no internet, no TV, no radio? And all those link to no social life. Duh! I’m a dead meat with a dead soul, live like a zombie.

ARGHHHH!!!! I’m gonna end up talking to myself and I will be sent to mental hospital soon if I still like this for this few days. Or getting worse. I need something new to spark my life. I need to do something different.

“If you do what you always do, you will get what you always get.”

Funk you Funk you Funk you Funk you Funk you!!!!!!!!!!!!

It took forever to go in photobucket site. Cannot upload pics then. Sigh…

Still have connection. Play kao kao first then only sleep before da fella off it. MUahaha..

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