End of the month, middle of the year

Ahaha.. Finally I have a day off from catering food. Oh yes, I’m getting bore of the food already. What to do, I gotta bare with it. Anyway, 1st time at Taipan. All thanks to the boss. N, Two people cao already Wish you both the best in your life~!

One month working, so far so good. Impression? Erm, ane khuan lo / like that lo (my fave answer =P) Am blank. No idea what to say. For now.

What I know for sure is, I am so damn pissed off and all thanks to PLN. From 2 times in a week no electric to 2×4hours everyday no electric. Yesterday even 3 times. Wtf?!? I go back home, enjoy 3 to 4 hours light, and prepare myself to welcome the dark city. -__- Ai si lo.

9 days to go When you going thru LD, you will always check Airasia website for a cheaper flight and faster tell him to book it while counting the day when you gonna meet him. You can’t help but to mention him in your daily conversation with your mum. More on Yenny’s blog

I hate LD but I love it at the same time too. Like a coin, it has a good side and bad side. Hidup pejuang - pejuang LD~! =P

Cherish the time with your love one~!

Under The Sea-Wedding theme

That’s the theme for Chelsy’s wedding dinner yesterday night. A lovely wedding dinner that everyone dreams of. The decoration is great, the bride and the groom looks so lovely, the food is nice, everything sounds perfect. Like a fairytale story.

Anyway, my friend and I spent half of the time eating and the rest of the time took pictures either outside the ballroom or in the toilet. -__-” A wedding dinner turn into a highschool reunion. LOL.. It’s great to see most of the high school friends there, some even from Kindergarten to Junior High school. Ah, I miss the time at WR.

Jan asked me,”How could you snap the pics acurately?” when I was chamworing with her. Muahaha. Practice makes perfect man! Am gonna be a pro camwhorer soon~! =P

Buat Ahma, selamat menempuh hidup baru. Happily ever after.

Nah, the question is, who is the next? Eng Ing Eng.. That’s the question that we’ve been asking each other. Haha. Taking the line from one of the ciggie ad, “Kapan kawin? Kapan - kapan kawin!”

My 1st workshop in Medan

Today I went for a workshop with the colleagues and Bosses at a restaurant beside airport. The topic is “Sukses dalam pewarnaan & kualitas cetak offset” by Mdm. Anne.D and Mr. Madali Anasan.It was supposed to start at 9am but most of the participants’ watches is made of rubber I guess. Biasa, jam karet! -__-”

The participants came from various background; designers, prepress, output, advertising ppl, and so on. About 80 people. I noticed most of them are huana (not being racism o) and I only saw a few female designers. Where is the rest of the female designers?

3 hours felt like 3 days. *Hiperbolic* I was camwhoring with one of the colleague. But we still did pay attention to her. I did learn some about color management, so that the color in the monitor is the same with the final result. And that, a designer not only need to know how to design and use softwares but also about the production, whether or not the production side can print this stuff and so on. If not, in the end if there is a problem, production blame designer, and the other way round with no real solution. Understanding is needed in every single aspect of life.

thinking of when will the workshop end?

It’s kinda boring, but I get the experience and the lunch is not bad la. For the good and bad side, I’m thankful for the chance that I get.

Happy weekend~!

Purpose in Life

Aduiiiii………… Sometimes it’s so tired to always put a smile on this face.Anyway, my lil bro threw me a question that hit me alot yesterday. Question that has been running around my mind for some time with no answer yet.

“Cie, what is the purpose of us living in this world? Everyday do the same thing, wake up - go school - play - eat - sleep, for what?”

I was surprised for such a question actually came out from his mouth. Cos normally he memang talk alot but mostly non sense =P

I do feel like a dead meat, living a dead life. Do the same routine everyday. Yes, I am busy but I feel empty. I always ask myself what’s next. After settle with a job now then what, how long will it last? What am I looking for from working? Is it money? satisfaction? Waiting for him to finish his study? Then get married? Have kids? Take care of the family? Have a peaceful old day and die peacefully? What a meaningless life!

I’m still searching for it. My voice of heart. My purpose in life.

A surprised news from friend

I just had a conversation with a collegue of mine this afternoon, whether any of her highschool mates married yet or not.Last year, a classmate of mine from ‘Freundschaft’ married and I knew it from the other friends. I wasn’t here at that time. She is going to be a happy mum soon. So sweet.

This afternoon, an old friend from junior highschool called and visited me. We used to called her Ah Ma, and I still used to it until now. She gave me 4 beautiful invitation cards, for me and the other friends who is not in Medan now. Yes, this beautiful young lady is going to be someone’s wife soon. Oh my. Congrats girl~! You are the first among us.

It’s my first time received a wedding invitation from a friend of mine. There is a glad, surprised, can’t believe that time does fly so fast that sooner or later each of us is going to be a MRS. Six to seven years ago, we still talked about our crush, this handsome boy, that handsome boy, and so on. Haha.

I miss the old time. I miss the old friends. I miss my boy.

Everyone has a different path of life

Is it better to be a free man, sleeping with the sky as the roof and star as the lamp? Can go everywhere we want. Worse come to worse end up at the road side, been forgotten, alone, and dirty. Ada seperti tiada. Nobody cares.

Or having a house and living in a cage? The only way to go and have a walk, is inside the cage. But we won’t feel cold and have somebody who cares us so much. Eat nice food everyday. We don’t need to work hard for a bite of meat.

We can’t choose who we want to be. A dog, a cat, a mosquito, a snake, a poor man, a smart man, etc. But we can change the way we live our life, in a better way.

Be yourself!

This two words sounds simple and easy. But, does everyone really be himself nowadays?Seleksi alam selalu terjadi. A duck is a duck, whatever it does, it can’t fit in the society of the goose. Why complicated itself by changing own self with the fake feather and fake attitude, just to be accepted in the environment while feeling uncomfortable with it?

Don’t start to smoke because you are surrounded with smokers and someone told you it’s cool. Say NO if you are not comfortable with it. Stand with that principle.

Don’t start to shop high end products for the sake of your friends are doing it so you have to follow. Go and be friended with people who accept you for who you are.

Have you ever wear the clothes that is not your type? Dine in the place that you don’t like? Change the way you talk? And so on, just to be accepted or feel that you are part of the society? What are those changes for if you turn into someone who is not you, if you feel empty inside?

I’m just wanted to say, don’t change because of others (and be follower) but change because you want it. Change for a good cause. Don’t scare to be yourself.

This is for the past 1 week, whatever experience and conversation with the colleague.

Anyway, I just came back from Langkat, a small town, for relative wedding.

Boy, if you are reading this, when is our turn ah? Muahaha. A question that don’t need to be answered. Back to reality, tomorrow is Monday. The first time I feel so exciting for Monday. Ahaha. Work. Work. Work. Wondering how my Belacan thing is going on. Hm.

I just bla and bla

“You studied overseas, Limkokwing rite? Then you must be smoking lo?” one of my colleague asked me with the exciting and anxious look waiting for the ‘yes’ answer, while holding a ciggarette. I laughed and said,”Unfortunately I don’t.”"Then last time you must be clubbing at lot la? Zouk bla3,” another one asked. “No. I went once only.” Now I realize, for the last 3 years I only went once, my first and last, with the housemates due to some exchange promise. -__-” And I don’t fond of night life.

As someone who studied and stayed overseas for years, who supposed to have a free life, who ppl always said is more open minded, I don’t smoke and clubbing. Am I weird? Or I manage to pass the ‘test’ in the environment where smoking, night life etc is a common thg?

Two days working, I realize a few things.

I have the shortest hair among all the ladies there. -__-” All of them have a long hair. I can’t even tie my hair now. But, I do feel so light with the short hair, easy to blow and style. Still, I love the previous one.

First day conversation starts from the profile; name, age, schools, uni, siblings, etc. The most common comment that I get is, it is such a waste that I didn’t work in KL.

Most of the collegue were from Sutomo. -__-”

My senior is this twenty years old young man who learn design by himself without going to college. I salute him, young and dynamic.

As far as I know, there is two people keeping a blog, including me. *Happy happy, ada temen*

Anyway, I think this is the year for ITC (a shopping complex). Three incidents that caused death happened at ITC, one at Jakarta and another two at Surabaya if I not mistaken. Last few weeks, a Honda Jazz with a family inside fly over from 6th floor of parking building to the ground. Last two days, a six years old young girl die while holding the side of the escalator. She was pulled down to the ground floor. This is why parents should take a serious care while taking their kids out. Even one second can cause a serious mistake. Then today, a lady committe suicide from don’t know which floor. I am just wondering why is it so coincidence happen at ITC though at different places?