Aduiiiii………… Sometimes it’s so tired to always put a smile on this face.Anyway, my lil bro threw me a question that hit me alot yesterday. Question that has been running around my mind for some time with no answer yet.

“Cie, what is the purpose of us living in this world? Everyday do the same thing, wake up – go school – play – eat – sleep, for what?”

I was surprised for such a question actually came out from his mouth. Cos normally he memang talk alot but mostly non sense =P

I do feel like a dead meat, living a dead life. Do the same routine everyday. Yes, I am busy but I feel empty. I always ask myself what’s next. After settle with a job now then what, how long will it last? What am I looking for from working? Is it money? satisfaction? Waiting for him to finish his study? Then get married? Have kids? Take care of the family? Have a peaceful old day and die peacefully? What a meaningless life!

I’m still searching for it. My voice of heart. My purpose in life.