Five weeks, I see, I hear, I feel
“Wall also has eyes and ears”, someone said before. Hey, it’s true man. At least in my office, it is. It was proved today. I believe in every company (or other aspects in life) there must be angels and devils. Be it the ‘old uncle on the board’ or ‘new auntie on the board’.How I know that in my 5 weeks working, I will see so many live videos in the office. How fast the smelly things are being exposed. Hidden two head snake, itchy insect, invisible spy, Boss right Ass (not right hand) and so on. Everyone is friends and enemies at the same time. What a world! I can’t help but to keep myself alert all the time.
How unreasonable it is, when the HRD staff complained because there are some of us playing game during office hour in an Air-con room, while the factory workers downstairs work so hard and sweating. Yes, some of us play game (not even 3 people) but we do responsible and finish our work first. And what is she thinking by comparing between a white collar worker and a blue collar worker. Wtf?!? If they have a high education background and knowledge, will they end up as a factory worker? Think first before you say something la.
And the rules become tonnes.
Yes, I know. In every company there must be some conflicts either with the Boss or the colleagues. And I have to tahan tahan. I can’t say I want to quit because can’t tahan with the conflicts. Go other company. Same thing happen. And it goes in a circle. Maybe in one year I can move 3 to 4 times if like that.
But hey, I’m not a ‘Tahu‘ or mirror that can break easily. I might be small in size. I might look like a small cutie cat. But I have the tiger spirit inside. I can ‘fight’ back if it is needed. Today’s incident memang has no direct connection with me, but I see the potential that it will get worse. Pretty soon.
Anyway, even if I wanna get out forever from there, I will quit myself in a respectful way. Rather than quit because I get 3 warning letters. Not worthy at all.
Sigh.. I may somewhat regret for choosing this company as my first step, while I got a few chances back then. Rice has become porridge. I can’t turn it back. But to cook a new pot of rice.
Time to change plan and turn to other road!
