Yes, I know, Nobody’s perfect
I wish I can gain success in my career, relationship, friends, and family. At least they are stable and balance at the same time. But, it seems so hard to maintain so many things at the same time. It’s hard to be fair, to give the same attention, to focus on different things.
I want to reach my dream, work in the field that I like, at somewhere that can let me explore freely, fly high (the Leo me shown up). I want to be with him. But, he is at another different country. I want my close friends, mostly in my hometown. I don’t want to lose them. I want my family. Same, they are in my hometown. I want to do something for them, make them proud of me, give them a better life, be there with them, all things that a daughter or son want to do for their parents.
Should I pick one to be my priority or work hard on all of those at the same time? Sigh. Am trying too hard to be perfect.
And, it’s hard to go thru LDR when there are still thing we haven’t sort it out and talk clearly. One has this priority while the other one focus on other thing. Two heads. Two thinking or even more.
Suddenly life seems to be so hard.
