He said,” Let’s try this, no meeting on next year and wait for the surprise.”

Apparently both of us are facing a damn bad headache regarding the LDR. Okay, so it’s only 2 months since our last meet up and we will have another one on the next two weeks. Two months and a half would sounds like a very short time compare to other LDRee who meet after 6 or even 8 months, like one of the colleague.

I have no idea how could they survive it. So, for the past 8 months they lived based on the love, past memories, photos, voice and video call? What I have is just sms, chat through msn with the limited online hours (all thanks to Speedy freaking expensive one), email, that’s all. Due to the laptop platform’s differences, we can’t have video or voice call. The only media that connects us is alphabet – words. Fly here and there isn’t the best solution as it involved money and time. Sigh.

We have at least 1 more year to go on like this before we could take on the next step. Now it seems to be at the critical line. I am so desperately seeking for advice and a hug. Sigh. I don’t feel like going to work with this kind of mood and eyes. If only I could run away from the routine. If I could sweep away the problems in my dream, I prefer not to wake up…