Random thought and feeling of the day:

BUSY. Doing my best to finish some of the works so that I can (really) have a relaxing one week holiday, next week. Lembur lembur lembur…

But amazingly my mind still have the time and energy to think of other thing while my hand is busy clicking and finishing the design, which brings up the urge to slap that someone (whom I barely know). No matter from which angle I see and think, I still can’t develop any sympathy towards that someone (or rather them) and.. and.. Ugh whatever.

It started to get annoying when your my blog is read by the person whom I know in real life. Cause I can’t write freely like how I used to write back then. I have to jaga other people’s feeling and censor my words. You know, some people are super duper sensitive with words yadayada.

But I still feel like writing whatever I think of, after all this is my blog, I pay for the hosting and the domain name. Why should I censor what should I say and what I shouldn’t say? Why should I worry whether my words will offense him/her/they/you if what I say is the true feeling?

Oh wait, it should be him/her/they/you that change and start to learn how to accept the reality and the truth. Take this simple situation as an example, my bro asks me whether he looks good in the new shirt or not. Scare that he might be offense, I choose to say that he looks good in it while actually not. Feel familiar with the scenario (doesn’t limited to that particular thing only)? Bottom line, why can’t we tell and accept the truth/other’s genuine opinion?

Another thing that amuses me is, when I want to collect debt from someone, he/she will ask back,”Are you in need of money now?” Er.. So, if I don’t need the money anytime soon, let’s say in 1 year, then he/she doesn’t plan to pay back also la? And after months, he/she will say,”Hah? I did borrow from you meh? You don’t need it yet right?” Then, never talk about it until the topic is brought up and repeat the circle. Wah, damn thick face. Really forget (cause have too much debt from here and there)? Ato mati rasakah? Mikirin orang laen donk, puhleaseee…

I hope I don’t offense anyone this time. Otherwise I will just stop posting about anything personal/opinion and just talk about pet supplies such as the cutie dog clothing? But I hate pets. Or hottest gossip like.. Manohara case? Eh cannot, later if I offense her or the Kelantan’s part, I might be sued like what happens to Prita – a housewife whom is prisoned just because she wrote an email (complaining about a local hospital) and forwarded to friends.

*zip mouth and off to sleep*