A relief of midnight anger

It’s going to be my last night in KL. Boyfriend and I are going to take the flight to his hometown tomorrow morning in few hours time. The last time I went there, it was almost 2 years ago. I am oh-so-excited as I think about the relaxing town and the foods. But that’s not the reason why I’m still awake and posting here while surfing medical assistant training school website at such a wicked hour. It’s 3 am something bay-beh, so not Kat.

Well, let’s just say that some thing didn’t happen the way I wanted it to be and I got mad. Very very mad like there is a volcano gonna explode soon. I felt so unfair and expressed it out – cursed inside my heart, threw stuffs on the floor, thought about how to revenge, tweeted twice, you name it – while the logical mind or rather the angel version of me was brought back slowly.

I was reminded about the consequences if I were to do my-so-called-revenge-plan. The past lesson played in my head and so on. Although I wanted to just let the anger flows until like no tomorrow, I realized that it will do nothing good to me and us. If I let the anger flows longer, it might produce another bad moment. That’s not what I want. Talk about law of attraction.

Well, temperature has went down from 100 degree Celcius to 36 degree Celcius. It actually feels good when you ignore a small negative thing instead of blowing it up for the sake of… EGO.

Now, I am super hungry after the anger. Somebody feeds me, please.

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