That’s the topic from today’s Sunday service. It hits me so hard cause somewhat answering my situation.

My mood has been swung like hell since the past one week. The first two days I thought it was due to monthly auntie visit and sickness (sore throat and flu) that made me happy for a moment and emotional the next moment.

But it didn’t get better on the third day. I was going deeper in my own negativity thoughts. While my life is great and wonderful (I have a lovely hubby, a job that I love, time flexibility, thoughtful clients, etc), I still feel that it is not good enough, that suddenly everything didn’t go the way I wanted it to be, that everything was against me blablabla. There goes my positive thought and faith. Not the usual me. Even shopping for plant stands and home decor didn’t cheer me up.

The worst thing is, this time I let the negativity to sabotage myself… until today’s Sunday service about what to do when you are stuck. The message hits me and realized, what the f**k has I done to myself? So willing to let myself being stuck in negativity, sabotage ownself, self pity, and not getting out? Not even turn to Him for help? Where is my faith?

Another not less important message is, don’t let other people’s opinion distract you.

Uh Oh, I’m getting out from the negative thoughts!