Heh, I don’t know since when I have started to develop this habit of last minute packing like one night before the flight with scales next to me, so I know if it’s over-weight or not. As if I’m so busy. So not my nature, where I used to have things packed nicely two days before departure, something that I learn from my Mum. People does change.

Anyway, we’ll be flying back to hubby’s hometown on tomorrow for 3 days. Gonna attend his high school friend’s wedding on Wednesday. He has help us a lot on our wedding day so it’s only fair to go back attending his wedding and help him as well. Lucky we got a promo flight ticket.

We’ll need to arrange our working schedule smartly for these 3 days. After that, the parent-in-law will fly to our place for holiday. Will be a busy weekend, whew..

Geez.. We almost made a huge lifetime commitment which is as large as or larger than saying I-do (read: marriage). Scarier than changing career field, e.g. from web to construction jobs which is totally two different things. Lucky we step back and see the bigger picture, also revisit our want and need list.

For now, we just want to fly high, without wings, if that makes sense. Really live life to the fullest based on what we want and need, not based on society’s definition.

P.S. Flying Without Wings – that’s one of the songs from Westlife, used to be my fave boyband during high school time.

P.P.S. Just updated my WordPress to latest 3.1 version. The “update automatically” button is working perfectly from my Dashboard now. Yay to our new hosting WiredTree. Boo to our old hosting WPwebhost, cause I wasn’t able to update WordPress automatically from my Dashboard for quite some time, also the downtime that we received. I make it a mental note to change hosting every two years.

It’s funny to see how I never get the pressure to get a boyfriend and to get married. My Mum even thought that it was too fast to let me go, as in married. But now that I’m married for more than a year, they’ve started to bring up the baby topic and prenatal vitamins whatsoever, especially on last Chinese New Year.

We were having lunch when my Mum asked,”so when do you plan to have baby?” *surprise* Just so you know, she’s never been this straight and to the point before. I told her that it’s not the time yet, that we have other business plans to do. Ok, so I’ve tackled my Mum.

During a dinner, I was asking what is my Mum’s activity nowadays since my bro already studied at KL. Nothing, very free, she said. My Dad entered in,”that’s why faster have a baby so that your Mum can go there and help you.”

On another time, he will remind me that next year is a dragon year and it’s good to have a shio dragon baby.

I can see it as a pressure, or that they care for me. But geez, here I’m stating again (a note to myself actually), we aren’t mentally and financially ready.

I’m not so scare the financial part cause as we work hard, the green paper will surely come, unless we stop working and lazying around. Some more I heard this quote from a Christian radio that goes something like this,”When it’s the right time for you to have a child, eventually God will give you enough to raise the child.”

The mental part is the hardest one. A friend said, having baby means splitting the love between spouse and baby, also means losing freedom. Yes, so true. No more spontaneous dating, traveling, work like no tomorrow, and more.

We won’t be young for a second time, so whatever with the society pressure cause we are the one living our life.

Probably 5 years later I will look back at this entry and laugh at how I was so scare of losing my freedom etc. But for now, we are happy with just the two of us, and maybe a puppy.

Went to watch I Am Number Four at the nearest cinema just now. Movie is not so fabulous and rather boring, like trap with seller of car insurance quotes for 90 minutes.

More to like a combination of heroes (have power and there is a group of people with power too) and Superman (parents send them from other planet due to war whatsoever), and other ugly monster movie. Romance part is so cheesy.

But I’m liking the cinema, except the chair. There is no noisy sound either from the film or audiences. Never notice this before until I stayed in Sibu for almost a year and experienced the oldie cinema there. What I used to take for granted become a WAH thing now.

It’s true that we need to lose something only to realize what we have now. Else, everything also take it for granted.

I was dying to have a long and curly hair, so I left the bob hair era and grew my hair. After one year, I couldn’t wait to get back to bob.

Long and curly just doesn’t suit my lifestyle. I’m not living with 24 hours air-conditioner, only when I get into the car. I can’t dedicate a time to take care the curl everyday. Time and money consuming.

So yeah, just like the title says, I’m back to bob hair. Feel lighter, fresher, like I have much more hair also (refer to above picture).

I had the haircut at usual saloon in my hometown. Got to overheard an auntie talking on phone, complaining how she had to do every house chore on her own, so loud like she’s in her private saloon. Some talked about best anti wrinkle creams, some played with their Blackberry, while I stick with the hair magazine. Yes, that Japanese magazine on the table. I just flipped the page and looked at the picture only of course.

After chopping my medium length hair, I was left with black hair and the left-over of brown hair. The hairstylist managed to persuade me to dye my hair again. I’m afraid I don’t wanna be back to black hair again. Help me out..

Wash + cut + blow costed me Rp.370.000 (price keeps going up, heh) while coloring hair Rp.350.000 excluding vitamin stuff.